Lost

By Jacob Goodspeed

I never make progress 

I am on a track that just ends up going in a circle 

Like a kid scared to leave the rotating doors 

Trying not to get sucked under but yet stuck in the same place 

Like a grand prix but I’m racing against my inner demons

Experience every year the same seasons 

I try to fix it 

Get the perfect kiss 

And let my hunger get eclipse

And just throw myself into a conflict 

I do anything to learn something 

So i can do some reconstruction

And put myself through a renaissance 

Just so I can see a response 

But even the planets go in a Revolution 

And i lie to myself that i have a solution 

But deep down I’m stuck in orbit 

And just experiencing life long torment